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The GRAFT Official Soundtrack

by The GRAFT

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1.
Fighting the Darkness 04:13
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When are you gonna change? When are you gonna come up for air? When are you gonna change? You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower When are you gonna stop? Everyone around you just wants to help When are you gonna stop? Can't you see you're only hurting yourself You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower What is it gonna take? If you keep this up there'll be nothing left of you What is it gonna take? Can't you hear me when I tell you that I love you? You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower
2.
I Wish I Had My Skin 02:18
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I wish I had my skin Then I wouldn't feel so cold I wish I had my skin To close this empty hole Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin So I could close my eyes and get some rest I wish I had my skin To keep my heart from falling Out of my chest Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin I find myself praying for the end to come soon I feel like I'm a walking open wound I wish I had my skin To shield me from the rain I wish I had my skin Then I wouldn't feel so tempted looking at my veins Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin
3.
Gratitude 04:06
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If you look hard enough You can find Something to be thankful for Maybe the things you were holding onto so tight Are things you don’t need anymore Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive If you look hard enough You will see You have more than you know Everything you wanted was nothing that you need Maybe it’s time to let go Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive If you listen closely You can hear The beating of your heart The road to happiness runs straight though fear Sometimes the bottom is the perfect place to start Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive
4.
Ruthless Honesty 02:59
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5.
Acceptance 04:12
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6.
Forgiveness 04:36
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I wish I could erase the past And wipe away what you've done to me I wish I could write the story Of a future where we live in peace I wish I could erase the past And wipe away what I've done to you I wish I could write the story Of a future where we call a truce If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free I don't want to carry the weight of the past Into my life today I don't want to poison the future By holding onto my mistakes I don't want you to carry the burden Of what's we did and what we said I'm tired of drinking this poison and waiting for you to end up dead If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free Everything we keep inside is killing us Can't you see? All the hurt we keep inside is killing you Killing me I wish I could erase the guilt, the hurt, the blame, the lies (and the) shame But I don't want to pretend nothing happened and walk away from it all unchanged Everything happens for a reason and maybe one day we will know I can only hope and pray we both find a way to live and let go If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free Everything we keep inside is killing us Can't you see?
7.
Thoughtfulness 03:06
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I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe (2x) My life changed for the better When I finally stopped fighting myself Instead of giving up on life I gave up on pleasing everybody else I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe (2x) My life changed forever When I finally realized Happiness comes from the inside out You feel it in your heart, but it starts in your mind I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe You can think about all the good in you Or you can think about everything you're not The quality of your life depends On the quality of your thoughts I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe
8.
Reason for Everything 03:12
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9.
I Still Believe in Love 03:47
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Throw a penny in a fountain Wish upon a falling star Hope and pray for love to find a way To find its way back into your broken heart I've been knocked down I've been dragged out I've been left out in the cold I have lived the kind of stories that are better left untold But I have not given up I have seen what love can do I have suffered through the bad times but it's always pulled me through I still believe in love I still believe in love Second chances happen more than once Lighting strikes more than twice The world around us is constantly changing But you'll miss it if you close your eyes I've been lost I've been confused I know what it's like to lose I have bee to he bottom and survived And though I turned my back on love, it never turned its back on me It's the only reason I am still alive I still believe in love I still believe in love When you think your life is over, think again There's a new life in you waiting to begin I still believe in love I still believe in love I still believe in love I still believe in love
10.
Broke (live) 04:02
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Sometimes it's better to break than it is to bend When you can see all the pieces, it's easier to put them together again You can step into the light Or you can hide behind mirrors and smoke Take a look around you now I think something just broke Sometimes you're better off banging your head against a wall If you knock yourself out, you might find someone to catch you when you fall You can step into the light Or you can hide behind mirrors and smoke Take a look around you now I think something just broke Can you hear that sound? I think something just broke Can you hear that sound? I think something just broke Can you hear that sound? I think something just broke Can you hear that sound? I think something just broke Sometimes it's better to be lost than to always know the way If you never scare yourself, how will you ever learn to be brave? You can step into the light Or you can hide behind mirrors and smoke Take a look around you now I think something just broke I think something just broke I think something just broke I think something just broke
11.
Fighting the Darkness (live) 04:03
lyrics
When are you gonna change? When are you gonna come up for air? When are you gonna change? You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower When are you gonna stop? Everyone around you just wants to help When are you gonna stop? Can't you see you're only hurting yourself You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower What is it gonna take? If you keep this up there'll be nothing left of you What is it gonna take? Can't you hear me when I tell you that I love you? You keep fighting the darkness with your eyes closed You're fighting fire with a flamethrower Fighting the darkness with your eyes closed Hitting the bottom and trying to sink lower
12.
I Wish I Had My Skin (live) 02:16
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I wish I had my skin Then I wouldn't feel so cold I wish I had my skin To close this empty hole Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin So I could close my eyes and get some rest I wish I had my skin To keep my heart from falling Out of my chest Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin I find myself praying for the end to come soon I feel like I'm a walking open wound I wish I had my skin To shield me from the rain I wish I had my skin Then I wouldn't feel so tempted looking at my veins Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in Everyone can see how much I hurt Everyone can see the pain I'm in I wish I had my skin I wish I had my skin I wish I had my skin
13.
Gratitude (live) 04:05
lyrics
If you look hard enough You can find Something to be thankful for Maybe the things you were holding onto so tight Are things you don’t need anymore Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive If you look hard enough You will see You have more than you know Everything you wanted was nothing that you need Maybe it’s time to let go Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive If you listen closely You can hear The beating of your heart The road to happiness runs straight though fear Sometimes the bottom is the perfect place to start Rise up and be grateful Rise up and dry your eyes Rise up and be thankful You made it through another day You’re alive
14.
Ruthless Honesty (live) 03:06
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I can’t close my eyes anymore I can’t look away I can’t bury my head in the sand and Pretend everything’s okay The truth hurts But it’s always exactly what you need The truth hurts But if you face the truth, it’ll set you free I can’t go on living this way I can’t live a lie I swallow my anger, wash it down with my sorrow And it’s eating me alive The truth hurts But it’s always exactly what you need The truth hurts But if you face the truth, it’ll set you free Cover a lie with another lie if you think that’ll do the trick Will you be able to cover the cost when your secrets make you sick? I can’t remember the lies I’ve told I can’t keep my story straight The truth is coming hard and fast And I can’t move out of the way The truth hurts But it’s always exactly what you need The truth hurts But if you face the truth, it’ll set you free I can’t go on living this way I can’t live a lie
15.
Acceptance (live) 04:13
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Something in me knew this day would come Something in me knew I couldn't hide Something in me said it's time to stop running And swallow my pride Time to own up to the truth Time to say, "Yeah, it was me." The only thing that's left for me to do Is accept responsibility I always knew I couldn't live this way forever I knew that it would catch up with me I knew that I would have to face the music Eventually Time to own up to the truth Time to say, "Yeah, it was me." The only thing that's left for me to do Is accept responsibility I never thought that I would end up where I am But I brought it on myself Feeling guilty won't make anyone feel better, but... Feeling responsible will help Time to own up to the truth Time to say, "Yeah, it was me." The only thing that's left for me to do Is accept responsibility
16.
Forgiveness (live) 04:24
lyrics
I wish I could erase the past And wipe away what you've done to me I wish I could write the story Of a future where we live in peace I wish I could erase the past And wipe away what I've done to you I wish I could write the story Of a future where we call a truce If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free I don't want to carry the weight of the past Into my life today I don't want to poison the future By holding onto my mistakes I don't want you to carry the burden Of what's we did and what we said I'm tired of drinking this poison and waiting for you to end up dead If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free Everything we keep inside is killing us Can't you see? All the hurt we keep inside is killing you Killing me I wish I could erase the guilt, the hurt, the blame, the lies (and the) shame But I don't want to pretend nothing happened and walk away from it all unchanged Everything happens for a reason and maybe one day we will know I can only hope and pray we both find a way to live and let go If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free If I don't forgive you, I will always be angry If I don't forgive myself, I'll never be free Everything we keep inside is killing us Can't you see?
17.
Thoughtfulness 02:35
lyrics
I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe My life changed for the better When I finally stopped fighting myself Instead of giving up on life I gave up on pleasing everybody else I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe My life changed forever When I finally realized Happiness comes from the inside out You feel it in your heart, but it starts in your mind I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe You can think about all the good in you Or you can think about everything you're not The quality of your life depends On the quality of your thoughts I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe I think I’m happy I think I’m free I am whatever I choose to believe
18.
Reason for Everything (live) 03:15
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I have nothing left worth fighting for But somehow I have found the will to survive My soul has been shaken to the core But I have never felt so alive There's a reason for everything A reason for everything All too often I've been proven wrong But I no longer feel the need to be right Knowing that I'm weak is what makes me strong In my darkest hour I see the light There's a reason for everything A reason for everything I cut myself wide open in a search to find my soul I thought I needed a broken heart to feel and blind eyes to see It was only after I decided I was already whole That love came in and showed itself to me There's a reason for everything A reason for everything
19.
I Still Believe in Love (live) 03:47
lyrics
Throw a penny in a fountain Wish upon a falling star Hope and pray for love to find a way To find its way back into your broken heart I've been knocked down I've been dragged out I've been left out in the cold I have lived the kind of stories that are better left untold But I have not given up I have seen what love can do I have suffered through the bad times but it's always pulled me through I still believe in love I still believe in love Second chances happen more than once Lighting strikes more than twice The world around us is constantly changing But you'll miss it if you close your eyes I've been lost I've been confused I know what it's like to lose I have bee to he bottom and survived And though I turned my back on love, it never turned its back on me It's the only reason I am still alive I still believe in love I still believe in love When you think your life is over, think again There's a new life in you waiting to begin I still believe in love I still believe in love I still believe in love I still believe in love
20.
I Wish I Had My Skin (bonus instrumental) 02:20
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The GRAFT is a live show featuring music, art, and interactive social media. It's a thought-provoking emotional journey through addiction, depression, healing, recovery and redemption. Find out more at www.applythegraft.com.

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released August 27, 2013

Music by Barry Mangione and Darrell Long. Lyrics by Barry Mangione. Performed by: Barry Mangione (guitar, vocals), Darrell Long (drums, percussion, keyboard).

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